Politics.
One thing that sucks about democracy. It's everywhere! Especially bike shops. I went to my old, old shop. The owner has become a controlling asshole . I only dropped by to see my old buddies and the owner was like out of work area you're causing distractions..
WTF. Stupid men..
Things are just getting worse for me. Maybe its because I'm finally letting things hit me full force. I'm sad, upset and more than that disappointed in myself. What the fuck am I doing. I thought things were bad and now they are badder. Things should work out, thats how life is right? I keep trying to tell myself that. Keep telling myself that actually. Maybe my thoughts on how to live life are all wrong. Maybe this isn't who I should be. Hell maybe I should be a doctor, it doesn't feel like I should be here. Yes I am happiest on the bike, but who said happinest is life? That's what I thought but hell I have been wrong alot lately. Maybe I've lost my mind. I seriously think I have. Seriously. God fucking damn it.
Things are just getting worse for me. Maybe its because I'm finally letting things hit me full force. I'm sad, upset and more than that disappointed in myself. What the fuck am I doing. I thought things were bad and now they are badder. Things should work out, thats how life is right? I keep trying to tell myself that. Keep telling myself that actually. Maybe my thoughts on how to live life are all wrong. Maybe this isn't who I should be. Hell maybe I should be a doctor, it doesn't feel like I should be here. Yes I am happiest on the bike, but who said happinest is life? That's what I thought but hell I have been wrong alot lately. Maybe I've lost my mind. I seriously think I have. Seriously. God fucking damn it.
