Forfeit

It seems like games are all women want these days. Dating games, friendship games, flirting games, hate games...so many games.
Last night I had one on one, heart to heart- with myself. I don't have it in me, mentally, to play games right now. I can't be in that gray area that women are good at putting one in. The "what the fuck do i do now" gray area. So, I have forfeited. Washing my hands clean of those that have called more stress than happiness. Don't feel too bad if you are one of them, because there are going to be several in the next week or so.
I know where all this came from, I know that I've been looking at the tip, and finally hit the iceberg. Everything that went on with Kris, I'm becoming selfish, I'm living my life...
Yes it would be awesome to have a great girl to spend time with... it's not what is important right now. Living my life in happiness is.

Apologies to everyone, I'm simply doing some much needed house cleaning