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Well that was one quick month. Where the hell did time go by?? I know where it went, but it feels like it was all a blur.

As I posted in my last, I will be out of town 3 of the 4 weekends, and the 1 weekend I am in the area I will be in Baltimore or DC showing J all the good sites. Trying to convince her ass that the DC/Baltimore Metro area is the place to be! What does this mean? It means if you want to hang out with me it better be for my 20th birthday on November 13th, because basically until then, except the first weekend in November… I am a busy biatch. This weekend I’ll be in Havertown to goto Kelly’s birthday party, and then the Marty party… where I meet all of J’s relatives. It should be fun, I’m nervous but not too worried.. I know I’m a good kid. Next weekend I am in South Carolina visiting Andrew. Weekend after that is the weekend with J in the metro area. (15th through 17th I believe) Then the weekend after that which is the 23rd or some jazz, I’ll be in road tripping with Andrew, who is flying up here, and J to some beach in NC. Either Beaufort or Emerald Isle. Finally the weekend after is Halloween, where I will be in Havertown again for trick or treating with J! In between all these road trips I will be visiting J on a couple Wednesdays because I can’t deal with not seeing her for a 2 week span.

That’s my life in a nut shell because so many of you have been asking. My work schedule is set to M-W-F. BUT days/hours are added randomly. For example I worked every day this week.

I like my crazy life. Crazy as it is, I feel comfortable in it. Where I belong almost.

Life changes so much. So quickly. 3 months ago I never thought I would be where I am now, who I am now, or even who I am WITH now. Never thought I would say things that have come across my lips, or have thoughts and follow through with them. I have, and I am a better person for it.

Funny when you talk to someone you used to idiolize, only to realize there was nothing there to idiol. (If that makes sense.) Life has so many masks, with some many different ways to go about wearing them. I hope to only find out what’s behind all of them, and not being blinded by their beauty.

Routine has over taken me, which barely ever happens. I hate plans, I hate schedules. YET, I am in perfect bliss with knowing that every Friday for the next month and a half I will get off work to leave for PA, or SC, or NC, or NY, or Baltimore. Plans with the gf, plans with the bestfriend, plans… plans and more plans. They make me happy all these plans. Having no life, yet the most amazing one…

I’ll be in the outskirts of Philly, and then NJ this weekend. Hopefully I’ll get some pix, but I think I need batteries. Guess I’ll be stopping at Exxon on the way. I’ll fill ya’ll in on Monday.

Until then you can fascinate yourself with my calendar to the right. If you don’t have a username and password you can’t access it fully, but guess what it’s for me not you! I finally have a schedule in my life, and I’m trying to stick to it.

Have a good weekend!

When I passed you in the doorway

You took me with a glance

I should have took that last bus home

But I asked you for a dance

Now we go steady to the pictures

I always get chocolate stains on my pants

My father he’s going crazy

Say’s I’m living in a trance

But I’m dancing in the moonlight

It’s caught me in its spotlight

It’s alright, alright

Dancing in the moonlight

On the long hot summer night

It’s three o’clock in the morning

And I’m on the streets again

I disobeyed another warning

I should have been in by ten

Now I won’t get out until Sunday

I’ll have to say I stayed with friends

But it’s a habit worth forming

If it means to justify the end- u2

Been getting flack lately because I dont post about my life anymore on here. As a disclaimer, and a sidenote wrapped into one. Too many damn people read this that I could either a. hurt or b. piss off by posting things… But here I go.

I’m seeing a wonderful girl right now. Her name’s Jean, aka Jeannie, or as I call her, J. Intelligent, beautiful, excellent taste in music, went to an awesome school, works for a radio station…There’s lots I could ramble about her, but alas I won’t. Because that’s a lot of typing and I’m not youre all ready for it.

Last night we had an awesome date. I got to teach her how to eat sushi, and pick out her food.. which was always fun. She let me sleep/cuddle with her on her couch last night, and I woke up at 5:30AM… only to feel like I had slept a full nights rest. Craziness.

Other than that… I quit my position at City Bikes. One thing that most people know about me is I don’t put up with shit, especially a. someone giving their word and not carrying through, and b. people trying to get things over with on me. Two things that I f’n hate are those two things. Tell me if things aren’t going through, don’t try to keep playing me along. Ok Ok ending rant.

I have a new job, a very very mellow job at a very well known shop in Arnold, MD. It seems to be a lot like Outspokin in SC, but well I dont have all the stress because I dont. hehe.

Call, call my name

Call it, call my name

I heard your voice this morning calling out my name

It had been so long since I heard it that it didn’t sound

quite the same, no

But it let me know that my name had never really been spoken before

Before the day I carried you through the bridal path door

And ever since that day I haven’t wanted anyone but you

And anybody who really knows me knows the truth

I just can’t stop writing songs about you

I love you so much

I just can’t wait to get my arms around you

And feel your touch

If I don’t see you real soon baby girl

I might go insane

I know it’s only been about 3 hours

But I love it when you call my name

I heard a voice on the news saying people want to stop the war

If they had a love as sweet as you they’d forget what they were

fighting for

What’s the matter with the world today?

The land of the free? Somebody lied

They can bug my phone and people ’round my home

They’ll only see you and me making love inside

I just can’t stop writing songs about you

I love you so much

I just can’t wait to get my arms around you

And feel your touch

If I don’t see you real soon baby girl

I might go insane

I know it’s only been about 3 hours

But I love it when you call my name

I’ve never seen the moon look so lovely as the night I saw

it with you

It let me know I’d never seen the moon before

So many speak of the moon as though it had no flaws

But to compare it to a beauty like yours would give one pause

Nothing about you is false, that’s why your love is real

God forbid if you belonged to another I’d have to steal you

I’d have to take you from your man

I might be tempted to break the law round here

Because your beauty, it gives one pause

It slows me down

I just can’t stop writing songs about you

I love you so much

I just can’t wait to get my arms around you

And feel your touch

If I don’t see you real soon baby girl

I might go insane

I know it’s only been about 3 hours

But I love it when you call my name -Prince

62 degrees out.. and nothing on the radar.

Time for a long ride, guess I should take arm/leg warmers.

Last night was the most amazing night I have had in a VERY very.. VERY long time. If not ever. Wow is all I can keep saying.

Listen as the wind blows

From across the great divide

Voices trapped in yearning

Memories trapped in time

The night is my companion

And solitude my guide

Would I spend forever here

And not be satisfied

And I would be the one

To hold you down

Kiss you so hard

I’ll take your breath away

And after I’d wipe away the tears

Just close your eyes dear

Through this world I’ve stumbled

So many times betrayed

Trying to find an honest word

To find the truth enslaved

Oh you speak to me in riddles and

You speak to me in rhymes

My body aches to breathe your breath

You words keep me alive

And I would be the one

To hold you down

Kiss you so hard

I’ll take your breath away

And after I’d wipe away the tears

Just close your eyes dear

Into this night I wander

It’s morning that I dread

Another day of knowing of

The path I fear to tread

Oh into the sea of waking dreams

I follow without pride

Nothing stands between us here

And I won’t be denied

And I would be the one

To hold you down

Kiss you so hard

I’ll take your breath away

And after I’d wipe away the tears

Just close your eyes dear

That’s what Ill be doing tomorrow/this afternoon. Watching my boy Jim DeChamp tear it up. Pictures will be posted later this weekend.