Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone!!
Now that all the formalities are out of the way, yet again the Holidays have come by. They have always seemed to bring blast from the past. Brings folks outta the wood work as my family has always said.
Ohwell. Here’s the the HOLIDAYS!
Holiday season is on us, and almost gone also. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. Wow. Yesterday was bascially Thanksgiving it feels like. Craziness I tell you!
This afternoon I am driving to PA to spend time with J. Tomorrow I’m coming back and hopefully helping Ali decorate her tree, if not I’m spending one on one time with my mom because everyone else is going to Ohio for Xmas and she’s going to be all alone!
Sunday night- J and I are going to see Rent in Baltimore. I think that will be the best christmas gift by far this year. I love Rent, and to see it with my girlfriend is going to be awesome.
As I stated in the first post of the day (I was at work btw) Arsbars was down for about 24 hours. I was tempted to take it down completely from the public.
My website, if it’s Arsbars.com or Crashingmonkies or whatever website I have had over the years… it’s always been my place to vent. The place that is with me where ever I am in the world that I can put my views out. I try to refrain from causing too many problems with others. Refraining from putting too much out in the open.
I say all this, but it is my site. I am not out to hurt anyone, but this is for my views… and I refuse to refrain any longer.
For you who choose to judge me after reading my thoughts, and for those that are so weak inside to come onto my site and to down me Anonymously….. fuck you.
I will leave it at that… http://arsbars.com/2004_12_01_archivemain.htm#110364693168144460
For about 24 hours I took down the main page from here… for reasons well we wont talk about….
Post more about all this later
Oh the joys of Apartment hunting.
I’m trying not to be a stressball over all this. BUT moving is a big deal and I don’t want to downplay it. I also don’t want to live in a shit hole when I move. So I am apartment shopping, 5 hours away from my destination. It blows, but it needs to be done. Good thing I don’t have a busy schedule the next two weeks. Just work, and seeing the gf. Oh yeh, the holidays. HA!
Fuck the holidays this year. I don’t mean this in a bad or mean way. I just mean well yes FUCK them. Everyone that I love so dear is not getting anything until after I move. I mean this with every ounce of love. BUT I need to be saving, and well dealing with moving. I promise the wait will be worth it, I just have to settle everything first before my holiday season is offically here. So if this means that christmas comes in the end of January, please deal with it. For me??
On that note the holiday season should be interesting. Stressful as always, and maybe a bit more… but interesting. 
I’m seeing Jeannie Thursday/Friday. Hanging out with my mom for Christmas.. and then Jeannie is taking me to see RENT!! on Sunday. All these things are making me very happy, even with the stress blinders I have put on.
Back to apartment shopping. Craiglist.org is the best thing in the world btw.